What goes on inside my head?


Sometimes reality can be stranger than fiction




I am the dark fact-based chapter of reality people call insanity


A lot of people talk about how mental health matters, the impacts & its implications on lives great & small but what can you say with certainty that you really understand about the workings of another individual’s mind?

I suffer from a mental health condition that too be honest I know how to manage & deal with medicate & seek support for, but do I really know what is wrong with me, why it is happening to me, how it all started & how to fix it?
The answer to that is no…

I learnt from being diagnosed by a mental health professional over 15 years ago that terminologies used by Drs & Psychiatrists are more less nearly all for them to understand so they can help us & when needed we can seek support from other organisations & individuals who understand these terminologies.

Terminologies & Diagnosis’s are not there for us to overthink about or to give us a reason to worry….

Problems cannot be fixed, resolved or dealt with until they are identified….

I suffer from a condition called Scitzo-Typal Affective Disorder according to my Psychiatrist, but too be honest I think it spans right back too my childhood & my diagnosis only came 15 years ago….

One issue I face personally, on a daily basis & would promote its seriousness has to be the cross-over grey area of how physical health can affect mental stability & how various mental states can affect physical health.

I not only suffer with & from a mental health condition, but my physical health is also sometimes a bit of an issue…. When they both drag me down & cause chaos in my mind hand in hand, it is a place I know that leads to more confusion frustration & pain with no ending than what I can handle….

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