Do you know what is like to be in the middle when people are arguing & rucking,
It’s so fucking hard for me to see people struggling,
Especially when it’s your own family & blood
Tears just don’t stop falling,
You’re talking about lyrics stories & poems
This is my reality I’m facing,
Trying too push & get thru so no one finds out how much it’s tearing me apart inside
Poetry is amazing to get weight off your shoulder,
But never forget the influence you have over your life & every fucking drama,
It’s kind of really hard especially when it’s your own sister & your mamma
father is nowhere to be seen,
Brothers dead in his grave & freezing,
Probably because of a fcuking argument that luckily i wasn’t dragged in,
It’s not about looking good or amazing,
It’s about getting it off your chest,
Finding a way of keeping your chin up & keep smiling,
Because these fcuking mugs are never going to give it a rest,
I wanna rise mate,
Just want out of this hell hole
Don’t want too be the best,
They say life is a test,
Well let me scream it out too you
I’m fcuking failing because i’m bleeding,
Deep inside where I’ll never let you in I’m screaming for my life
My entirety is collapsing
There’s not a part of me left that isn’t fucking aching
But as usual there’s nothing you can do,
So i guess i’ll hold onto my little bit of imaginary hope & keep on prodding along & going
Just want too make it too the end
Do this nightmare of my life stops pulling me apart
I can hear my mum coughing
I know my sister is downstairs crying
I’m stuck here in the fucking middle mate
I really just want a ending
To all this motherfucking pain and all this fucking suffering
people say to me try writing something about the most happiest time of your life
okay fine, Fuck thinking about the tears that you and me both know we cry every night
Her, Her smile, Her skin, The she said those words & gave my life a meaning, Too love her till the end of the end without her even knowing she’s the only thing that keeps my fire burning, the passion & love in my heart that will always be hers, wether she knows it or not I’ll always love her,
She’s my strenth
She’s my weakness
She’s my light in this darkness
She’s going too hate me, I know she will
But when she says you need too stop obsessing over me & i need you too leave
I’ll fcuking go, no problem atall
Because if her happiness is for me too let go
I’ll say sorry & just……
Every story has three points a beginning a middle and a ending
I’ve hidden all my tears because I’ve seen you struggling aswell
so now it’s time i concentrate on smiling
Because i don’t want you too ever know what it is that I’m hiding
I know your hurting too so lets hold each others hands & just try too get thru