I look at a clock ticking & tocking…
I look at my hollow empty life echoing…
I see my everything slipping into a never ending black hole not returning…
I look at my past wanting to change it with the new things I’m doing…
I carry my hopes dreams ambitions…
Got to keep on striving got too keep going…
No time to stop & think or it’s back to the beginning…
I’d rather fall & fail knowing I tried on my own while the world was mocking laughing not even at me but how I treat them…
I look at my future unravelling…
A craving I think is over taking…
It’s like a endless fresh breeze blowing a fire out…
My broken dreams in my broken home in a broken life with broken bones…
In a endless search for a bit of hope
Dreams now stimulating a reality that’s re-fuelling & energising motivating me pushing me in the right direction…
Of a light that is out there for us all but no one is thinking…
Or reaching out for it’s mysterious glow…
Silently but violently there’s now a deep dark storm brewing inside me…
I hope it stays inside & turns into flowers…
I look at this world & how it’s functioning I look inside myself to find nothing…
I put so much together but never a meaning…
I even find myself smiling crying laughing when there’s no one even there…
It’s just the same emptiness everywhere…
Even the love I had is somehow now fading…
All I want now is to be far away alone & free…
With the sky by my side, I’ll learn to fly high…
Too complete myself & embrace reality…
Too never question why hiding all my tears I can’t even shed…
behind my broken smile that’s stapled up but no one knows…