You said that you liked & loved me
But you actually ended up hurting & driving me crazy
You said you hate me & I’ve become the reason too all ur sorrows & agony
But in the midst of ur words
I ended up hating myself as-well even more than i did already before
You said ur leaving & never coming back
Your happier without me & I have just got too learn too live with that
But I keep hearing you laugh
Saying oh my god
Like ur just hiding around the corner
Afraid too get caught
Its like i got you too myself as a loyal delirious messed up fixated stalker
What could possibly go wrong
I always said & still do
My door for no one will ever close
I have a open door policy
But this somehow you manage too manipulate & ignore
I just want you too know
Here’s the side of this story
I forgot too tell you
Well did try too but you just………
Always manage to blame me
& rub in my face that I’m poor
((Which i aint by the way))
I never did or ever will like let alone love you
You wanted too play a game with me
But it turns out you lost as you where typically the same obviously gullible
Isn’t life just so lame
How you hurt me & drove me crazy
Wasn’t by loving shagging humping & leaving
It was actually by not acknowledging problems obvious signs or ever even listening
You hate me, good for you, have fun, Join the cue
When you go home faking ur depression & staring at ur ceiling
Make sure you remember what you’ve done
I hope you don’t get too upset
& please don’t try too run
I was the reason you cried & got upset
I gave you depression & you became a suicidal pot addict
You lied, we can all see this
You can’t commit suicide from smoking weed petal
You need alcohol & pills for that shit
You remember like the ones in my bag
& underneath my bed,…
Yeah them, i got a-lot of experience in suicidal tendencies & gained a-lot of experience from members of my close family
I knew you where faking that
The whole depression thing
I knew from when your mouth opened & words started coming out it was just a big elaborate act
I just played along because i was bored stonned
& wanted too clap
I did end up hating myself tho, & i know that’s probably a reason for you too be happy about urself
But hold on theres more!
I didn’t end up hating myself because of you & what everyone else said & did
I hated you, myself & everyone else by now
You ignored the fact I’m totally actually genuinely fcuked up & because you all knew I already did & had totally lost the plot
How you all played & made ur own little happy family
Left me blaming me for all that had happened too almost fcuking choke blooded up outside in harsh conditions but forgot its imran thats making all this happen
When i watched everyone decide too play games
With my pain
Manipulating them too there advantage
Manic thoughts scared that where deep in my brain
Wanted too always ask,
Did you twats gain anything?
You left, great!
Thank god for that
Got my name
My fame popularity which i know you hate
All piece by piece one day at a time right back
Your happier without me
Good for you
Me too,… so feelings mutual
I didn’t actually ever like you
Just wanted too mug you off
The way you thought you would do me
But in the end i won & you lost
I had a pretty fcuked up weird ass issue that i struggle with & wanted too discuss with you
I’m actually quite a shy guy
So yeah approaching you was a struggle
Regret it tho
I was better of getting drunk getting stonned
Walking in the rain
All the way home
The way i kept it too myself
For all the years that i have & did
Tried too bring it out in the open but obviously failed
I will now that your gone
Carry on doing exactly that again
I love hearing you laugh
Because I know you must still be screaming choking & crying inside
Hating urself every time you see me smile
I love the fact you say a-lot but still have too hide
Doors still open boo,
Atleast i can say that i tried
Even tho i know from the moment we met
All you did was just lied
When i hear oh my god
Thats definitely got too be my favourite one
You came all this way so far away out of ur way for me
But in the end all you did was shit urself & run
Right back too whatever shit hole it is you came from
Thank you for coming into my life tho
& helping me too become undone
Not being sarcastic honestly I’m not
Your too hopeless & pathetic for stuff like that
Your not intelligent enough
Too me you where & are just a little spoilt brat
I found on a corner crying & sobbing
About being broken
But in the end all i found & kinda knew from the start
Ur just a little weirdo jumping up & down
Because your another mug thats just found me amazingly charming
But take it from me,…
Your just another little statistic
Thats the bit thats meant too by the way be sarcastic
Something i learnt how too deal with back in days from from Hockwell Ring
Find Them, Fing…r Them, Fcuk Them,
FORGET THEM
Bitch you ain’t got a snowballs chance in hell against me
Its bound time you realise it